broken bones

I have a tendency to break bones, the little toe on my left foot has been broken more then a handful of times and the tally of broken bones I have had is getting close to the 30mark, so it will come as no surprise to you to say I have a cracked bone in my foot! Yes in my foot! I have no clue how it happened but it did, I can not recall hearing to much of a crack but I remember waking up with a lovely oversize foot, it did not stop me from putting my heels on though, all of 24hours!
So the ball of my foot is killing me for over a week now, I do not go out if I have to as I have no flat shoes to wear other then my jogging shoes and I have no desire or wish to be seen in public in anything but heels, the gym as an acceptation!
My lifesaver has come in the form of gel cushions it allows me to walk to the car, do some shopping, and not cry in public from the pain. I know I am suborn and I know it will heal faster if I stop wearing my heels, the price I am willing to pay huh? it is getting better I have just been shopping for over 3 hours and only now the ball of my foot is hurting.
Yes maybe only another week ? pfffff

Interesting handbag

Today after having a drink with a friend in a cafe I pulled out my lipstick and applied it, my handbag is only a small shoulder bag (the picture makes it look huge but its not) she was amazed with everything I could fit in it, I laughed and said to her "oh yes everything I need is here in this handbag"
We sat there in the cafe and emptied our handbags, she had a handbag full of receipts, cookie crumbs, lose candy floating around in there and candy wrappers, some coins, drivers licence, purse, gsm, hair elastics and yes some lipstick, goodness knows what else, she decided that was a good time to clean it and by the time she finished throwing the junk away she said "Wow so much space"
I started to empty mine, call me anal but it is very well organised
I pulled out
-My note book and pen
-2 lipsticks and a lip gloss
-Some tampons (you would be amazed how many time I am asked for them also)
-My purse
-Business card holder
-Gsm
-A hair stick
-Perfume
-Passport
-Drivers licence
-Small tube of haircare (to stop the frizz)
-Stockings (Yes a must as I am always walking into shoe shops trying on stilettos)
-Nipple clamps

Yes my friend seemed to be in shock I could fit this all into my handbag, I smiled at her and said with a grin "Told you everything I would ever need"
The conversation moved side ways towards the nipple clamps, she is not into the lifestyle at all and asked what they were, I gave them to her in her hand and pointed to the toilet after I explained what they were, When she some back she had a huge smile on her face and asked where she could buy them.
Oh my work here on earth is not done, not by far, she is also the same person I converted a few weeks ago to stilettos, ok she is starting low heeled but loving every minute of it.

It's all about

I have many conversations with Dominants, Females and Males it amazes me how many do not have a clue, A clue about many aspects which are very important in this lifestyle, including lack of knowledge to do with the human body, my goodness somethings they say they do I am surprised they have not killed anyone yet!
Anyways I am off track of the point I want to cover here. I find it strange how so many Dominants will not even give a second glance to someone if they say they are new and exploring the lifestyle from every angle. I do not know why this is and the answers I get from the Dominants when I ask them why they do not want to be with a beginner the answer I get is "I do not have the time to train them or the desire to train them" , I myself find the beginners the most interesting.
Here is my 2 cents worth, submission comes from the heart, if you have it there naturally then there is no training now is there? the basis it there, the only things you need to "train" them in is how YOU as the Dominant like to be pleased, As stated above, I believe submission comes from the heart and stems out, expressing itself through the bodies actions, every category of submission, from sissy to pain slut.
Do not come to me as an "experienced" submissive and TELL ME what you want or inform me "Well my ex Mistress done it this way" good for you, you learnt how she liked to be pleased, it does not mean I like it that way also! Do not top me from the bottom boy!
As where a beginner is just so open to everything, had little or no experience and they just want to please, do anything to please, ok they tell you things they fantasies about and it is always nice to remember that as 1 thing I tell everyone I meet, I do not punish with spankings, no, I punish with ignoring you, now if you please me, then you get a reward, you never know maybe you please me very well and I let you pick the reward ;-)
So here is the bottom line people.
Come with no expectation and you will not be let down.

Mary Sunshine

I am sure most of you know about Mary Sunshine, well if you don't you now do, wait for the end and "shut up bitch" enjoy **smiles**

Can't believe my eyes!

Today I went out into the city center to run a few errands, while having a break from all the window shopping and running errands I sat at a "sub-way" yes I really did, and while having a bread I was looking out the window, Anyone who knows me knows I could sit in a cafe all day sipping on a drink and watching the world pass by, Today was the worst ever! it seriously was.
MMmmm lovely stiletto's HOLY SHIT WHAT IS THAT???
MMmmm totally stunning boots, stiletto heel WHAT THE FUCK???
Black, high and OMG!!!
All these capital letters are not a good thing!
Seems a lot of females are starting to wear stilettos, must be the season for it, but what the hell is it with them wearing their stilettos to DEATH??? my black ones posted here I wear just about daily and it is time for their 5000km check up, YES I get them taken care of, I love them so much, the heels DO need changing, yes no matter how skinny or fat you are there is a tonne of weight on your heels and they will wear down, now listen and listen close females!!
The rubber padding on the heels DO NEED REPLACING!!! If you a loud click when you are walking they are worn out it's past the rubber and your actual heel is hitting the pavement damn it, its the metal from the heel itself for gods sake, When they are as bad as the ones I seen today it is past bitch slapping you, you need the stiletto hammered into your head! Put you both out of your misery.
I seen females today with the fabric all around the bottom of the heel so ripped that I could see the metal heel, fabric all ripped off the bottom flapping in the wind and the clicking sound, oh my goodness, I do not know if this is making me mad, sad or sick.