Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Hotel and objects.

Here I am sitting in a hotel room trying not to throw the laptop out the window because it is so darned slow and all I can think of is, why the hell is there no slave here to serve me??
There is a certain object that I could really use right now, carve them up and see their blood flowing onto the white tiled floor in the bathroom, then fill the bath with salt water until they lose consciousness from their hollow screams muffled in the cloth gag I shoved in their mouth.
Flog them for hours till I get tired then go to bed and leave them a blubblering mess on the floor till morning, well I am heading off to bed now and lets see if the Edgeplay fairy leaves me a slave to wake up to!

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Tremor's and Trampled

It is only Sunday but yet it feels like my weekend has been long and relaxing which is a good thing. You see it all started late Friday afternoon.
A Castle a Queen (yes me) and a tall blond haired male, a lot of walking and talking around the castle it was very pleasant, very relaxing, then I was tired and went home, I had arranged the next day for a shopping day, we hit Almere and to my surprise in such a big city and in the all shoe shops there was nothing at all interesting for me to buy and believe me I looked and looked hard. I ventured into many book shops as well, the one with me kneeling to read the titles on the bottom shelf obviously ;-) it is amazing how just little things can seem so innocent to the outside world but when you know different, it gives you that little buzz, I think it was about a total of 6 times he had the urge to drop to his knees while we were out on Saturday.
After all the window shopping I decided it was time to go bowling, yes bowling, so as we made our way into the bowling alley, when we entered as far as the eye could see there was an ocean of 5-6year old screaming kids, I do not think so, someone would have ended up killed as they were running riot with no supervision so the cinema it was!!! We drove all the way to Amsterdam and we watched The Bourne Ultimatum, during the movie I just had this itch and I had to itch it so I lent over and tweaked his nipple from that point on I think he lost the plot, I could have sworn there was an earth quake in the cinema, he was shaking like a leaf on a tree and the sweaty palms, my goodness, you could physically see him shaking, I think I shake less in belly dancing lessons I casually wiggled my way into one corner of my chair so I could put my feet up and rest them in his lap, I was comfortable but I made sure every now and then to adjust myself in my chair so I could raise my leg placing my heel on his testicles and having a nice little trample. By the end of the movies he had sensitive nipples and trampled testicles, it is amazing how things can not be seen or look so innocent when there is much behind the action. There is something I do regret, due to the fact I knew we were going to Almere and walking on stones all day I did not wear stilettos I had on some high heeled boots but ha well not stiletto, next time will be different, cinema and stilettos, So who wants to go to the cinema with me?

On the Hunt

Yes I am on the hunt but no not for a submissive, Am on the hunt for more Mistress's well any female as a matter of fact, let me explain.
I know/have this object, formally a human with rights, who needs a beating, spanking, cutting, spitting, slapping, stiletto trampling, come take your pound of flesh he has enough, what can I say, it is an object, and it is time I had a party, 1 object and as many females as possible, bring your severe and extreme side to the party everything else is catered for.
leave a reply or email me on Ms.Severity@gmail.com for more details. oh just in case you are interested it is a very handsome object and I am willing to send pictures not that it matters seeing it will be a bloody mess after we are finished with it!

Friday, October 26, 2007

Make Me!!!



How to make a Severity
Ingredients:

3 parts anger

5 parts courage

5 parts energy
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little curiosity if desired!


Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Trick or treat?

The Trick- Getting cloths to still fit.
The Treat- buying new things when the old ones do not fit anymore.

Yes it is just about Halloween and I am very upset! I picked out what I wanted to wear for Halloween some weeks ago but now it has all changed, it has to change due to the fact I have lost so much weight, I have the corset that is in this cute little costume but the fact is the corset is now pulled fully closed , it has the ribbon at the front so I can still work it a little and it can look ok, though I am a little unsure, wonder also if the look is a little to innocent for me **chuckles** you know with my ever so sweet innocent looking face!
I will have to think it over as I can not even use a different corset I have because they are all the same on me, any other ideas for costumes people? Was thinking of going as a Dominatrix but then I will just want to flog everyone in sight plus there is no one to take with me to wear a dog collar and on a lead. Need to look the part you know **evil laugh**

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Give or take

So how much should a person spend on stockings?
Today I **thinks** wanted some new stockings, I wear them on a daily basis so how much it so much?
I am glad I am not asking this about stiletto's as there is no price you can put on class, style femininity and I feel the same goes for stockings, so needless to say my investment on 25euro was well worth it today, lets just see how long they last before I get a hole in them.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

wow 1 week

Wow it has been close to a week since I last posted, guess my life is a little boring.
As some of you know I am getting into shape (I hope) been going to the gym, attempting to jog, yes without stiletto's.
Right now I am doing well, the first week was a killer and zero results now it is getting easier, just like learning to use a flogger, after so many hits it is routine lol
Another reason I have not posted is because I have been digging into my head, I have a poem sitting there and it is a matter of if I want to dare to put it here.
On a different note, I took a lovely picture of me the other day and am on the borderline of sharing it, only a face pic so down boys lol... what do you think share it? Nahhh most of you are on my msn and seen it anyways

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

wrong Wrong WRONG!!!!

It is wrong, totally against the law!

I have been looking for so long for **licks lips** BLOOD red stiletto's and it is starting to make me angry! I can not even find any good stiletto's anywhere at the moment, the last half decent ones I seen were the boots and they are not good enough to be seen fulls, only under dress pants.
I think it is time to take a trip to Rotterdam, To go to a shop for Goddess's I love their website, They have some amazing shoes and it is worth the trip there, the only things is I am scared, Yes I am scared to go there, Why you may ask? I am scared my credit card will not survive the trip, So anyone out there got a card that will? **chuckles** donations accepted!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

On a lighter note

Well after the last post I thought something on a lighter note well that is the plan but not sure if it works as I never know what I end up typing.
Here is a picture of my nails that seem to want to taste blood, as you can see they are in well need of a manicure and I plan on getting one after the gym on Wednesday, so maybe I need to book in for it on the Thursday UNLESS, there is one of you out there who like to give a good manicure???

Monday, October 15, 2007

Dare to know ?

My life is an open book I have nothing to hide, What I say to people when they ask " May I ask you a question" my answer is always "My life is an open book only the game dare turn the pages"
So this post is for the game who dare to know something about me, I know some of you will have what I say as a hard limit, others do not like it and then there is the small small handful like myself that even the thought gets me so excited that I need to change me under clothing!
I will be blunt so there is not confusion here and then I shall give some explaining.
I love to choke, breath control, I love blood play, I love edgeplay.
Now lets break it down for you in why I love these things, if I even know myself.
Choking : I love to choke a male, it is at it's best when there has been endgeplay and blood involved **chuckles** The feeling it gives me that someone I am with trusts me to the extent that they will allow me to put my hands around their throat, their life in my hands, trusting me not to take their life (getting wet just thinking about it)
Breath Control : Oh which in my books choking falls under but choking does need a section for itself as I just cream at the thought, As I cream after I have run my stiletto all over a submissives body, in and out of it, flicking my shoe off, tracing my hands up my leg, slowly removing my stocking, letting him sniff it and then placing the stocking around his neck and tightening it, what ? he makes a sound, no problem, panties are a great gag!
Placing a foot over the neck is also lovely, but not as delicious as placing a stiletto oer their throat and pressing down Mmmmm **this post is getting me all worked up**
Smothering is another favourite, and I was well blessed with larger sized chest, and an over sized arse, so I better use it to my advantage before I lose weight.
Hands over the mouth and nose when making them look into your eyes, OMG it is... ohh yes it is... **shakes head and comes back down to earth**. Ok next subject as I now need a cold shower hmm or my little black book.
Bloodplay : Wow blood play, I love it in many forms most of all I love to scratch my long strong nails down a submissives body over and over cutting and scratching him, seeing blood slowly seeping out of his well formed and shaped mortal parts, having his blood, the liquid of life in my hands and under my nails is a rush within itself! My stiletto heels to also cut into his flesh, to have his blood on my footwear, he may lick it off but I will again cover my stilettos with his blood and let it dry, I will wear his blood on my worshiped footwear in public, making sure he knows it as well ! The depth I can go into bloodplay and breathplay/control is deep, it is much deeper then I will say here, as stated above, only the game dare turn the pages.
Edgeplay : This is a strange subject also it depends on who you talk to, to what they think edge play is. Wikipedia gives some listings of which some call edgeplay worth reading but it also says : In BDSM, edgeplay is a subjective term for types of sexual play that are considered to be pushing on the edge of the traditional safe, sane and consensual creed. It is nearly universally held that these forms of BDSM activity should not be attempted without proper supervision, safety precautions, etc. as appropriate.
**evil grin** I guess we all have our own point of view. I respect the person I am with I have no interest in killing anyone or doing some permanent damage, I am well educated in the areas I play, if you give me a knife to slice into your flesh, I will not use it like digging for gold, I have had training I have educated myself and do not close my eyes and say " well darn it I will give it ago" I find there is way to many kinky people out there who are also under educated, it is the shame as breath control, choking can be very dangerous, if you grip in the wrong area of the persons throat it is lights out and game over!
I can give you many examples and there is one that sticks out in my mind, I was once at a party, a "master" was cropping the bottoms of his slaves feet, we are not talking lightly he was going like a bat out of hell, I gasped I was in total shock, first his aiming was very bad and two it was bluntly obvious he was under educated, How many of you out there know that with some force a crop/cane/paddle hard enough on the sole of the feet can actually kill you ? I confronted the person and enjoyed very much opening my vocabulary on him.
People this is all fun and games till someone loses an eye or in this case a life!
Respect is what it is all based on, a submissive respects you enough to let you do it, respect their life enough to be educated!
A heart warming and a much cherished memory I have is recently, I met a submissive with many of the same "taboos" I have, truthfully they made me float to 7th heaven just through the chat screen. We met late one night (was meant to be earlier but I got lost) We had a glass of rose and **blushes** I think it started with me offering a scratched back, as the day after I was cutting my nails, that is the dare we had, me going for him to see my nails before I cut them.
He offered me his back and I lifted his shirt, I run my nails over his back, wrapping my arms around his torso digging in my nails and ripping them to the outer edges of his body, I did not draw any blood and there was some intense moments. Running my nails lightly over his cheeks and throat I gripped his throat and added some pressure, how we were sitting it was not the correct position and if I added to much pressure I could have done some damage, This I did not want to do.
Why is this a cherished moment and memory ? One because I could not believe the connection we had, the fact I wanted to do so much more deeper, harder yet knowing what I thought was the limit seeing this was a first meeting which brings me to the next point of why I cherish it, this person:
1, Means a lot to me now in many ways.
2, They taught me a lesson. never say never, as I "use to" say I would never play on a first meeting
3, Leaving on a high keeps you wanting more this person has turned into a drug.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

360 to go

In My books there is nothing more powerful, more sexy, more feminine then a lady in stilettos, Her posture standing tall and proud the power and energy she radiates, The confidence she has and portrays to people who sees her. Totally in control and aware of the environment she is in.

Things are moving slowly but that does not matter as long as I get to the goal I have set for myself, What goal you might ask? well let me tell you. My love for stilettos are so strong it is like a vampire needs blood **evil grin as I know someone right now is smiling wide** I need them to survive, they are my drug along side with many other things.
My Goal is, with every kilogram I lose I am going to buy a pair of stilettos, or someone buy them for me, Now in saying that, that is only the first step in this journey as my end goal is to have a different pair of stilettos for every day of the year !
So 365 stilettos all in a row, a different pair on everyday and ohh myyyy I am getting excited just thinking about it.
Anyways here is the newest member of the 365 club, no name for them yet, they have not even been outside, I love the heel (obviously) they are 12cm high which is within my requirements of a stiletto, nothing under 10cm is the rule!!! they will only be worn under some dress pants I do not think they are sexy enough to be fully seem only the toes and heel is to be observed.

My love -stilettos
My passion- stilettos
What footwear will I only own -stilettos
What can you get me for a gift - stilettos
Journey ends when ? NEVER
Minimum goal - 365 pairs of stilettos not under 10cm

**don't look at the mess in the background I am doing home improvements**

Friday, October 12, 2007

Well then !

**looks innocent**
what do you think ?




You Are 64% Sociopath



The good news is that you're devastatingly charming.

The bad news? You mostly use those charms for evil!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

A sad day

Today was a very sad day, It all started yesterday at the gym, no stilettos when working out, ok that I can live with as strange as it felt after over 3 weeks in only stilettos, but it gets worse!
I woke up this morning and I was feeling my work out from the day before, so much so that I debated on wearing stilettos, seeing I am refusing to wear anything under 10cm it was a sad day, I put on my boots they feel half the height but I know it is just a few centimeters but it really does feel shitty!
Today and tonight I am taking it easy so that tomorrow my stilettos are back in their rightful place, on my feet!!!!

Sadistic Spanks
Severity

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Deeper Side

For some of you reading this you are lucky enough to know the real me, for some of you, I am just a dream you want to get hold of. There are about 2 or so people who know my real deep side and amazingly enough I am going to share some of them with you right now, maybe it amazes you, surprises you, shocks you, lets you down but you know what ? I do not care as it is me and I am like no one else you know!

I Severity/Tracey, Am human, a real person, I love things such as hugging, kissing, being held, I love to shower with someone,I like quiet nights in front of the TV and romantic dinners,A massage, I love to feel at peace and whole when I am with my lover/submissive (when I have one) I love to be the object of their attraction and attention as I love them to be mine.
I love fairytales, the happy ending, I need a peter pan a man but always a boy at heart who can make me laugh and smile.

I have rediscovered my FULL femininity, all my "bad day granny panties" panties are thrown out and sloppy around the house clothing as well, I have turned into who I was and will now always be, ME the Feminine Stiletto loving, sexy looking and always stunning Severity/Tracey
With this re-discovery I have also vowed to myself that my footwear will ONLY be of stilettos, no excuse end of story!
My passion for the ever so feminine and male luring stiletto is beyond anything anyone of you can imagine, there is one of you that is an acceptation to that statement, go on keep smiling and dream.

I am sadistic as hell and only a few know to what extent. These very select few also turn me on beyond anything I have ever experienced and yup sorry to the elect few who know who they are, there is one who is so much further/higher on the list then the rest of you and you know who you are!
My roots of being sadistic is just mind boggling I dare not say any of it here unless you entice me to do so.
I said to this "higher on the list" person once, you are rare, very rare, your "taboos" are not found often and it is something I keep hidden as I thought there was no one else like me who liked it.
Mmmmmm my mouth is watering.

I am a happy loving person, when I meet a person/submissive do not expect me to be carrying my whip and wearing my corset with fishnet stockings, do you really think we all dress like that ? read above, I am Dominant, I am Female, I ooze Femininity and that alone will make you weak at the knees and want to worship me, you will want to become my object, the cloths do not make the Dominant but the stilettos sure print a pretty picture,

Saturday, October 6, 2007

What a Mood

I need my mood to be over.
For weeks now I have been in a mood, you see a few weeks ago I had a taste of something, something I want more of, now the problem is, the taste I got has been taken away from me.
**growls** How dare something I desire be taken away, yet that is respect huh ?

Sadistic Spanks

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Severely Bitchy

**An email sent to me and my answer also posted on OW**


Severity, are you always such a bitch and disrespectful ?
Big Boy

Dear B.B.,
Who says that I am a bitch and disrespectful?!? Ohhh, you. Hmm, now lets put it this way “little boy”. From your point of view I am disrespectful, I am a bitch, but by someone else’s point of view I am a Goddess. They desire to worship and to give themselves to me. As you may see someone as very attractive, the next person may see the same person as butt arse ugly. It is all in the eye of the beholder.

Sadistic Spanks,
Severity