Dare to know ?

My life is an open book I have nothing to hide, What I say to people when they ask " May I ask you a question" my answer is always "My life is an open book only the game dare turn the pages"
So this post is for the game who dare to know something about me, I know some of you will have what I say as a hard limit, others do not like it and then there is the small small handful like myself that even the thought gets me so excited that I need to change me under clothing!
I will be blunt so there is not confusion here and then I shall give some explaining.
I love to choke, breath control, I love blood play, I love edgeplay.
Now lets break it down for you in why I love these things, if I even know myself.
Choking : I love to choke a male, it is at it's best when there has been endgeplay and blood involved **chuckles** The feeling it gives me that someone I am with trusts me to the extent that they will allow me to put my hands around their throat, their life in my hands, trusting me not to take their life (getting wet just thinking about it)
Breath Control : Oh which in my books choking falls under but choking does need a section for itself as I just cream at the thought, As I cream after I have run my stiletto all over a submissives body, in and out of it, flicking my shoe off, tracing my hands up my leg, slowly removing my stocking, letting him sniff it and then placing the stocking around his neck and tightening it, what ? he makes a sound, no problem, panties are a great gag!
Placing a foot over the neck is also lovely, but not as delicious as placing a stiletto oer their throat and pressing down Mmmmm **this post is getting me all worked up**
Smothering is another favourite, and I was well blessed with larger sized chest, and an over sized arse, so I better use it to my advantage before I lose weight.
Hands over the mouth and nose when making them look into your eyes, OMG it is... ohh yes it is... **shakes head and comes back down to earth**. Ok next subject as I now need a cold shower hmm or my little black book.
Bloodplay : Wow blood play, I love it in many forms most of all I love to scratch my long strong nails down a submissives body over and over cutting and scratching him, seeing blood slowly seeping out of his well formed and shaped mortal parts, having his blood, the liquid of life in my hands and under my nails is a rush within itself! My stiletto heels to also cut into his flesh, to have his blood on my footwear, he may lick it off but I will again cover my stilettos with his blood and let it dry, I will wear his blood on my worshiped footwear in public, making sure he knows it as well ! The depth I can go into bloodplay and breathplay/control is deep, it is much deeper then I will say here, as stated above, only the game dare turn the pages.
Edgeplay : This is a strange subject also it depends on who you talk to, to what they think edge play is. Wikipedia gives some listings of which some call edgeplay worth reading but it also says : In BDSM, edgeplay is a subjective term for types of sexual play that are considered to be pushing on the edge of the traditional safe, sane and consensual creed. It is nearly universally held that these forms of BDSM activity should not be attempted without proper supervision, safety precautions, etc. as appropriate.
**evil grin** I guess we all have our own point of view. I respect the person I am with I have no interest in killing anyone or doing some permanent damage, I am well educated in the areas I play, if you give me a knife to slice into your flesh, I will not use it like digging for gold, I have had training I have educated myself and do not close my eyes and say " well darn it I will give it ago" I find there is way to many kinky people out there who are also under educated, it is the shame as breath control, choking can be very dangerous, if you grip in the wrong area of the persons throat it is lights out and game over!
I can give you many examples and there is one that sticks out in my mind, I was once at a party, a "master" was cropping the bottoms of his slaves feet, we are not talking lightly he was going like a bat out of hell, I gasped I was in total shock, first his aiming was very bad and two it was bluntly obvious he was under educated, How many of you out there know that with some force a crop/cane/paddle hard enough on the sole of the feet can actually kill you ? I confronted the person and enjoyed very much opening my vocabulary on him.
People this is all fun and games till someone loses an eye or in this case a life!
Respect is what it is all based on, a submissive respects you enough to let you do it, respect their life enough to be educated!
A heart warming and a much cherished memory I have is recently, I met a submissive with many of the same "taboos" I have, truthfully they made me float to 7th heaven just through the chat screen. We met late one night (was meant to be earlier but I got lost) We had a glass of rose and **blushes** I think it started with me offering a scratched back, as the day after I was cutting my nails, that is the dare we had, me going for him to see my nails before I cut them.
He offered me his back and I lifted his shirt, I run my nails over his back, wrapping my arms around his torso digging in my nails and ripping them to the outer edges of his body, I did not draw any blood and there was some intense moments. Running my nails lightly over his cheeks and throat I gripped his throat and added some pressure, how we were sitting it was not the correct position and if I added to much pressure I could have done some damage, This I did not want to do.
Why is this a cherished moment and memory ? One because I could not believe the connection we had, the fact I wanted to do so much more deeper, harder yet knowing what I thought was the limit seeing this was a first meeting which brings me to the next point of why I cherish it, this person:
1, Means a lot to me now in many ways.
2, They taught me a lesson. never say never, as I "use to" say I would never play on a first meeting
3, Leaving on a high keeps you wanting more this person has turned into a drug.